Not from Satan

I haven't been putting anything on this blog is a long while and it is way beyond time. Suffice it to say that the more I use my gift, the stronger it gets. I had a young woman come for a reading yesterday morning and it was a first time for her. She had some members of her family telling her not to come as what I did was from Satan. She came anyway. She found out it was far different than what she thought and was pleased to be here and said she will be back.

New book in process..There Is Nothing Wrong With You

I am currently writing a book for children and young people who have the psychic ability and do not understand it. It is my desire to open their eyes to the gift that it is. It is not a curse and knowledge of something takes away the fear and confusion.

Being a psychic is not always easy because some people are total skeptics and others think you know everything. Some even believe that you can read their minds. This is not true. I cannot read minds although I do feel their emotions.

The Ghost In My Basement!

THE GHOST IN THE BASEMENT.
Last night while in the basement doing laundry, I knew I was not alone and felt a spirit with me. I casually acknowledged the presence and went on with what I was doing. I came back upstairs and about 20 minutes later was walking by the basement door when it was loudly opened and slammed shut. My room mate heard it as well. It was clear something wanted contact with me. ...I went back into the basement after doing a prayer, with my mag flashlight that twists on and off. Spirits will sometimes communicate with you by turning it on and off. I set it down on the folding table and while I was folding clothes I started asking the spirit questions. It turned the light on and off in a direct manner for my questions.

I told the spirit that I would be back and went upstairs to tell Jan what had happened and to come to the basement with me and at first she said no but finally relented.
She came back with me and I introduced her and asked if the spirit was still there and to please turn on the light if it was. It came on and I asked it to turn it off and it turned off. I determined all this through this uncommon form of dialogue that it followed me home and it is a child and it wants help. Jan's eyes were as big as saucers. I asked it if it wanted me to say a prayer and the light turned on and flashed a few times as an affirmative. After the prayer I told this child spirit that I would help today to help it cross over. I feel it is a girl.
Spirits know that I am a channel for communication and are around me all the time. It is rare when they follow me but they do it from time to time.

Some Highlights From a Recent Spiritual Coaching Session

I have been very busy with Spiritual Coaching and Readings. I am vested in what I do. I put my heart and love into it and sometimes the recipient doesn't like what they hear. It is not my job to be popular. It is my job to empower in whatever way I can the person who is in a coaching relationship with me.
I find that there is a lot of fear in my clients and If I can get to the fear and have them really look at it, things will start to change. During a recent session the person was full of fear and could not pin point where it came from. I had her keep going back in memory to a place where it first started. As I slowly took her back with a light hypnosis she viewed the experience that started this free-floating fear.
She gradually felt the full force of it. She also knew that she had been carrying it around for days. She had done it to herself. There was an incident that occurred when someone said to her that she did not have what it would take to be on her own. This person had said several times that she would never leave him because no one would have her but him. She had a fear of being a bag lady on the street living in shelters and going to soup kitchens. I then asked her to go through some steps to see if this was true!
I pointed out that she was on her own and doing quite well when she met him and if she could do it then, she could do it now. She had already shown that she had what it took to be on her own. Then we went into no one but him being interested in her.
I asked her if anyone had flirted with her recently? She said Yes! I asked her on a scale of one to ten how lovable did she think she was...she said 8! I asked her if she felt that if she could only free herself from her present relationship that she could be happy. She said yes! So, I said, "then nothing he said is true," and I waited for her response. After watching her struggle with this her eyes welled up with tears and she smiled. She could not speak for a few minutes and I just handed her tissues as she wept.
Finally she told me that she had not felt this free in quite some time. She had confronted her worst fears and found they were not true. These negative beliefs were what someone else had conjured up to empower themselves regarding their deep rooted fear that he would get left alone and was consequently creating the very thing he feared! www.makeachoicenow.com

Checking in with all of you!

I haven't been posting in my blogs lately and that is a no no! Pardon me for that.
I have been doing some work for two paranormal investigation groups. My home group is Salisbury Paranormal Research www.salisburyparanormal.com.
We just did a huge gig in a thirty room, three story historical building in a small town near here. We also have three homes and maybe more, that we will be investigating in this small nearby town. Talk about history. Some of the buildings there predate the war between the states. I love this little town. The town historian and director of the museum has been so welcoming to us and so have the few residents we have met so far!
In October we will be giving a full out presentation to the town at the request of the director. I can't give out any names yet because we still have a lot of territory to cover. It is my desire that this town receive some recognition for it's historic and paranormal value! It would be a great place for a day trip!
Needless to say Saturday did not disappoint us. There was high excitement all around in our team of nine people from all walks of life and varied backgrounds.I could feel their good spirits.They are such a great bunch of folks to know!

Developing Your Psychic Powers

Developing your psychic powers

EVERY ONCE IN a while, you get the feeling that the phone is going to ring... and it does. Or you know who it is that is calling... and you are right. A song is playing in your head; you turn on the radio, and there it is... the same song. You are overwhelmed, somehow, with the feeling that a close friend or relative is in trouble or needs your help at that moment... and you soon learn that is actually the case.
Are these examples of mere coincidence? Or is there something more profound taking place? Are we, in fact, tapping in to what many researchers believe is a shared consciousness - or superconsciousness - that connects all people... perhaps all living things? These are no longer just "New Age" concepts, but are subjects of serious speculation and research by a growing number of mainstream scientists in the fields of quantum theory, psychology and other disciplines. The idea that extrasensory perception (ESP) and related psi abilities are quite real (if difficult to measure) phenomena is gaining respectability.

Those who research ESP suspect that most if not all people have this remarkable ability to varying degrees. The ability is often likened to that of musical talent. Some people are naturally gifted with the ability to play and compose music, and practice makes them virtuosos. Others must learn and work and practice to be able to play an instrument even adequately or in the simplest way. But nearly everyone can learn to play to some degree. The same may hold true for psychic abilities.
Here's what you need to know about developing your psychic abilities.

ACKNOWLEDGE THE ABILITY
The first step is to acknowledge that ESP exists and that it is present within you to develop. Although this might sound silly or trite, begin by telling yourself that you are psychic. Make it a mantra that you repeat to yourself daily and often. This kind of self-talk has a scientific basis. It is now known that when a person learns something - whether it's a physical skill like wood carving or a mental exercise like memorizing poetry - through repetition, his or her brain physically changes - "rewires" itself, if you will - to accommodate that task. This process of rewiring your brain for psychic ability begins with your belief in it.
"It takes time for the subconscious to be able to communicate with the conscious mind, and the best way to do this is to simply start thinking about it," says Russel Steward in an article for Psychic Journal. "All these thoughts have a positive effect on developing your gift. Read about the subject. Knowledge will help, as you need some understanding of how things work. Adopt the policy you would take with a new hobby. Become involved in it, buy books and magazines, and look for more information on the Internet."

PRACTICE
Like a difficult sport or musical instrument, ESP ability requires diligent practice. Unlike sports or music, however, your progress can be hard to measure because of the elusive nature of psychic phenomena (it's difficult to know how or when it's going to work). So the frustration level can be high, but the key to success is to not give up. (You should know going in, too, that there are no guarantees of success when it comes to trying to develop ESP; yet if you don't try, you're guaranteed not to get anywhere.)
"Set aside some time to practice. Calm the mind, play gentle, soothing music and try to relax. "Allow your thoughts to wander. Sometimes it helps to picture a summer scene, a field or meadow with the sun shining. It's all about getting used to information coming to you from a different source. The more you practice, the easier it becomes. Try pausing before you do something. For example, when the phone rings, pause a few seconds before answering. Can you tell who it is? Try it when someone knocks at your front door. Try it at work. Can you tell when someone is happy, sad or preoccupied?"
Such exercises require concentration, an ability you need to develop in and of itself. "You need to have an incredible amount of concentration…The type of concentration that calls for you to ignore the crowd at a football stadium in the middle of a touchdown, and be able to clearly recall a passage on a book, a face of a friend or a situation. Thoughts are flowing out there at an incredible rate. Every nanosecond there are thousands, or millions of thoughts flowing back and forth. Each individual is sending and receiving thoughts from outside of his mind. Imagine that all the radio stations are broadcast at the same time into one single frequency on your radio receiver and you will get an idea of what is going in your mind at any point in time. Now imagine that you are able to focus your tuner to receive just one radio broadcast."
Don't let frustration or failures make you stop. Be realistic. You can't expect to practice for a few days, then be able to predict when Uncle Louie is going to call or who's going to win the Super Bowl. Psychic abilities, even for those who have developed them to a high degree, can be unpredictable and erratic. The trick is to learn to recognize when your ESP is working... and that comes with experience.

SOME EXERCISES
Here are some practical ESP exercises from various sources:
•Scanning - "Two people - preferably two who haven't met before - stand about 4 - 6 feet apart from each other, facing each other, eyes closed. Each person then closes their eyes, takes a moment to breathe, relax and ground, then visualizes the other as a ball of light or pure energy. Each looks with their inner eyes into the ball of light and scans the person opposite top to bottom, bottom to top, noticing any words, images, colors, thoughts, sensations in their own body,... anything at all that comes up while they're scanning... After a few moment, when they each come back, they tell each other what they saw, felt, whatever, and describe how what the other experienced might fit in their lives at this time." - The Light Ball Exercise
•Predicting - "Write three predictions for the next day. Close your eyes, breathe deeply, be sure you're comfortable and feet are firmly planted on the floor. After a few deep breaths, project yourself into the next day. See yourself following through on your plans for tomorrow. Look around you. Notice any colors or sensations. Who is with you? What are they wearing? What are they doing? What are you doing? If nothing seems to come, then listen. Any words? Any song lines start running through your head? How does your body feel? Do you smell anything? What subtle changes do you notice? Is your mood changing? Note everything you sense. Write your 'predictions' based on the information you received." - Sensing and Interpreting
•Online Tests - Work with the many ESP tests that can be found on-line. Work in a quiet room without distractions. Try different tests and work with them repeatedly. Try them at different times of the day. Are you more successful at certain times of the day than others?

HOW DO YOU KNOW IF IT'S WORKING?
After your days, weeks and months of meditation, practice and experimentation, how will you know if your psychic powers are improving? By experience. Store the episodes in your memory. All those things you knew that came true, all the things you could tell other people about themselves, each and every episode fuels your proof."
Better yet, keep a journal of your experiences. Write down the results of your online tests and exercises. The physical act of writing it all on paper will help reinforce the conscious-unconscious connection.
But how do you know if your "hits" are still just coincidence? An increasing success rate will determine that. "At some point," continues Steward, "chance and coincidence are mathematically no longer a factor. You search your feelings, you begin to trust yourself. The mysteries of the universe lay before you, no longer mysterious, but like a giant unread book."
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How to tell if you have a ghost

How To Tell If You Have A Ghost!
This is a bit longer article but it may help those who want to know!
Ever think to yourself, “Is my place haunted? Do I have a ghost?” Sure, it is important to know what a ghost and a haunting is, especially when one begins to wonder, “How do I know if I have a ghost or not?” First begin by ruling out all explainable phenomena. Is it truly paranormal, in other words extra ordinary? Can the strange activity be explained, if one takes a closer look at the evidence?
As human beings, our minds have a tendency to work over time, and thus create situations that are very believable, and seemingly paranormal, at times. Look for natural causes of any events, and be a little skeptical. This will keep one level-headed and calm while trying to conclude if a place is haunted or not. A rational, but open mind is the best tool in determining if source of a possible haunting is indeed ghostly.

What are ghosts and spirits?

The two words “ghosts” and “spirits” have been used inter-changeably for hundreds of years. Ghost is from the Anglo-Saxon gast, while spirit is from the Latin spiritus. As language evolved the word ghost came to being used in describing the appearing of a recognizable person appearing after their death; while a spirit came to be understood as the manifestation of an unknown person.
Ghost hunters on the other hand, will look at ghosts and spirits differently. In the ghost hunting community, ghosts would be disembodied people who are “stuck” in this physical world, typically due to trauma or unfinished business here on earth. They have not moved on into the light after the death of their physical body, and are still attached to people, things or events that occurred in the past. The key word with this is past, as the past seems to hold them here, instead of looking to the
future which would cause them to move beyond their prior physical life. For whatever reason, they cannot let go of the earthly realm, and either need direction or are looking for assistance in delivering a message or fixing a situation. This ghostly activity is known as an intelligent haunting.

Furthermore, it should be mentioned that some ghosts are non-intelligent, they are only residual energy of a prior event and not interactive. A ghostly action, such as walking down a hall will occur over and over, whether someone is present or not. This type of ghost manifestation known as an unintelligent haunting will not interact with the physical world. In contrast, a spirit, to most ghost hunters, represents someone who has moved beyond death, into the light, having had
their life review and now understands they are spirit. Issues of their former physical existence have been worked through or are being worked through, and peace, love and joy are being experienced. Often, all of us are watched over by spirits on the other side, who want to comfort us, guide us and observe our lives. These spirits typically are loved ones, family, and friends – some are known as spirit guides and angels.

How to tell if you have a ghost.

The following are some descriptions of ghostly activity, and thus are common phenomena. It is important to not be afraid and understand that a ghost is a person who is most likely wanting to be recognized for assistance. The following phenomena are not all-inclusive:

1) Cold spots. The manifestation of a ghost requires energy, and thus the area could be cold from the ghost using the energy of a specific location.
2) Electrical disturbances, such as flickering lights and radios turning off and on.
3) Movement of physical objects, such as doors.
4) Items missing or moved.
5) Water turning off and on.
6) Goosebumps, chills, the feeling that you are being watched, or touched.
7) Sounds, such as foot steps, music, voices, whispers, rapping, banging, something being dropped etc.
8) Balls or orbs of light that appear and float around.
9) Shadows moving about a room or in the corner of one’s eye.
10) Odd behavior from a pet. Animals are very in tune with spirits around them.
11) Unexplained or known fragrances of the deceased.
12) Levitating objects.
13) Mists, or vapors that appear.
14) Hearing voices, talking or whispering

What does a ghost look like?

Ghosts can and do manifest physically in various forms. It is not understood why the forms vary, but perhaps it is due to the condition of the soul of the entity. Ghosts appear as:

1) Orbs - These balls of light can float or move at rapid speed. Some believe these to be the first or most basic manifestation of a ghost…perhaps the soul of a person.
2) Mists, Vapors, Ectoplasm - This form appears as smoke or fog, and is believed to be the manifestation of spirit.
3) Shadow People - Known as “dark shadows” or “black ectoplasm,” these ghosts will often be seen moving about. It is possible that the darkness represents a condition of the soul not yet understood, such as immaturity, lack of understanding or knowledge.
4) Apparition - This is the full-bodied, non-vaporous appearance of a disembodied person’s spirit, and is very rare. Typically described as “see-through.”

Ghosts can manifest anywhere. They may appear more at night, because they most likely cannot manifest around a lot of people. It is surmised that the energy it takes to manifest in the physical realm, may be depleted when a ghost is around a crowd of people. Although ghosts may appear during day or night, the night could provide a time when less people are active, and may afford a time when all types of ghosts could appear more readily. Others believe that intelligent ghosts only
manifest around people, either through use of their energy, or to communicate with this world. A ghost is a subtle energy in most cases, but can vary in intensity.

What to do with a ghost?

If one has a ghost, then the obvious question is, “What do I do with the ghost?” Maybe a better question should be, “How can I help a ghost?” Finding common ground and comfort in the fact that a ghost is only a disembodied human being, seek to speak with the ghost. Most ghosts are lost and looking for simple direction. Follow your instincts and try and understand if there is any left over, unfinished business that may help the ghost move on. Ask the ghost person openly, how can I help? Be not afraid to tell the ghost that you know they are there, that you recognize this and
that they should understand that their physical body has died. Let them know this. Tell the ghost, that there is nothing to fear, and that they should move towards and into the light, where peace, love, joy, friends and loved ones await. Often times, a ghost doesn’t understand that they have passed on. Sometimes a simple conversation will free the troubled soul, and bring peace to the situation.
Ghosts often will take simple instruction, such as, “Stop banging the pans at night.” Many times the ghost just wants someone to know that they are there, but if a ghost is troublesome, remember you are in control. If a ghost will not head to the light, then demand the troubled spirit leave.
This is your place, and you don’t have to accept visitors.

Some ghosts are just looking to be recognized, until someone hears their story. Other ghosts are in dire need to deliver a message to a loved one. It is not uncommon for relatives of the deceased to receive a phone call from the other side of the grave, with a parting, “I love you.” The voice is typically immediately recognized by the loved one, and the message is usually short but clear.
When phone records are checked, in most cases there is simply no record of the call at all. These are known as, “phantom phone calls.” Ghosts, though disembodied, are not without means.
An intelligent ghost will get your attention if need be, whether through sounds, sight, smell or even touch.
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A Reading

Last Night I gave a reading to a lady whose husband died recently. She had never had a reading before. As her husband (Frank) came through he gave all sorts of identifiers so in no time she knew absolutely it was him. She wept, laughed and asked many questions. She told me that before she met me she was a skeptic but now she had so much peace knowing that Frank lives on and is still very much and was okay. Now she knows she will see him again. There is no greater joy for me then to see utter peace descend upon someone who has been grieving as they embrace the spiritual plane of existence. She also told me that she does not fear death any longer.
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Animal Communication

SPIRITUAL SEEKERS CIRCLE
ANIMAL COMMUNICATION
February 7, 2011
I am just going to update you a bit. The class this past Wednesday on animal communication was off to a good start as we talked about energy and a type of telep...athy that we all have but for many it is conditioned right out
of us. We call it many things, a hunch, a feeling, a vision, a dream, intuition but we shy away from calling it psychic energy and ability. That is what it is pure and simple. I am going to send the below information to help you along the path. If you develop your telepathic ability to a high degree it will help you in all aspects of your life and in every relationship human and non-human. Next class is Wednesday, February 16th at 7 pm.

RESTORING THE LOST ABILITY
Although the ability to communicate telepathically usually is lost in childhood in our culture, where there is love for animals and willingness to re-learn, that ability can be revived. The rewards are mutual expansion and delight for human and non-human.
The first thing you can do to start on the road to direct communication with animals is to discard any condescending attitude that animals are lower, less evolved, or less intelligent beings. This kind of attitude blocks true communication with animals, just as it does with humans. Regard animals with respect, openness and as potential teachers, and this alone will enable you to observe them with a fresh light and open up a wellspring of information from them about who and how they are.
Another barrier that needs to be surmounted is invalidating your own potential to receive telepathic communication from animals. If you love animals, you already "hear" what they say to some degree, even if you are not aware that you are doing it. Commonly, when I explain what animals are communicating, people exclaim, "I thought he was trying to say that" or "I kind of picked that up." Lack of recognizing the reality of that perception as it occurs causes people to miss continuing the conversation and developing their understanding and ability. Your animal friends can become frustrated at your lack of understanding their thoughts, emotions, and intentions when they directly communicate them to you, and so they have to resort to methods that you do understand, such as tearing up the furniture or peeing on the carpet.
If you have ever had the experience of knowing what a person is thinking, perhaps even saying aloud the same thought simultaneously, or really getting someone's mental vision or feelings, you'll get the idea of how you can exchange telepathic communication with animals. If you love animals, you already tune in to their feelings and thoughts to some degree, even if you are not aware that you are doing it. Commonly, when I explain what animals are communicating, people exclaim, "I thought he was trying to say that," or "I kind of picked that up." Lack of recognizing the reality of that perception as it happens causes people to miss out on continuing the conversation and developing their understanding and telepathic ability.
You'll be amazed at what can happen if you accept the feeling, thought, emotion, picture, or impression that you get when you are quietly attentive to an animal and continue your communication from there.
STEP ONE – OBSERVING QUIETLY
To receive communication from animals, you need to calm your own thoughts, distractions, judgments, or preconceived notions, so that they do not interfere. Then you can be quietly receptive to what animals wish to relay.
Find a time when you and an animal friend can be together in a peaceful environment. Sit comfortably within a few feet or whatever distance is agreeable to the animal. Don't try to get his/her attention or do anything. Just look at the animal quietly. Let distractions, thoughts, or mental pictures of other things melt away, and focus softly on the animal. Continue to do this until you feel very relaxed and calm with a relatively clear mind. Observe all the unique physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual qualities of your animal friend that you can. Let yourself be open to new perceptions.
After doing this awhile, you probably will experience heightened awareness or clearer perceptions about yourself and animals. It may be a relief to calm down and let busy thoughts fade away.
You may at first, or even with repeated practice, only experience your own mental activity. You may find you cannot calm the million thoughts and images that crowd your mind. You just don't get any fresh observations or perceptions about the animal. You may get fixated on the animal's body and cannot get beyond this to be aware of their whole being and your telepathic connection with them. You may not yet perceive their spiritual essence, their thoughts, feelings, or concept of who they are on a deeper level.
Be patient. Increased awareness and telepathic reception take time to cultivate. For many people, years of blocks have accumulated. Continued practice helps to peel away the layers.
As you practice this frequently, you may find your own judgments or accumulated preconceptions about animals coming to view. Be willing to let them go, and open up to fresh observation based on a clear connection to the animal present with you. You will then find that your receptivity to animals' thoughts, feelings, concepts, images, and inner world increases. You may even start getting communication impressions from your animal friends.
Remember that this is the first and most basic step that you need to master to facilitate further communication. Otherwise, your own mental projections can get in the way of receiving from the animal. This also makes it safe for animals (including humans) to open up to you and feel that you are listening and can understand. Practice as often as you can, for minutes or hours with animals, humans, trees, rocks, or with whomever you wish to have a deeper understanding and connection.
Getting in touch with animals heart-to-heart and mind-to-mind is a path to wholeness. It nurtures deep places in the soul that people of our culture long to feel. It's time for us to recover this vast reservoir of healing power, wisdom, and joy. The animals are waiting, curious and hopeful, for us to awaken, listen, and learn in loving cooperation on the Earth.
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Salisbury group isn't spooked by eerie events | Salisbury, NC - Salisbury Post

This is the paranormal group I am involved with. This article is published in the Salisbury Post.

Salisbury group isn't spooked by eerie events | Salisbury, NC - Salisbury Post

I Am Humbled

Last night I got a call from a friend who said she had a friend whose husband had died not even a month ago. They spoke about me and I was asked if I could schedule her for a reading. It has been scheduled very soon but in the meantime I was invited over for coffee so we could meet. During our conversation as I was talking about other things his spirit suddenly came through and gave me his name. It was very clear. The name I got was Frank.
I turned to her and asked her who Frank was and she confirmed it was her husbands name. The look of surprise on her face was priceless.
Even though my gift has been with me all of my life it never fails to surprise and delight me. It also humbles me that spirits trust me enough to communicate through me.
My world is a strange one indeed.
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Some bumping and thumping going on.

There have been a lot of noises around my household lately. I am hearing bumps, knocks and thumping. I feel a spirit right over my shoulder right now. As a channel for this sort of energy, they are around me all the time. It is normal and many times I have had to tell them to go away and leave me alone. I get a little crowded if you get my drift. I have learned over the years to just go with the flow, protect myself with the white light and let the spirits know what I will and won't tolerate. I have absolutely no fear but I am not stupid and always would advise caution when dealing with spirits. Some of them can be very devious and play games. If they can SPOOK YOU...pardon the pun, they will! If they need to get your attention they can be quite novel in their different approaches to let you know in no uncertain terms that they are damn sure there! I had a hot casserole moved from the hot plate I had just placed it on minutes earlier only to re-appear on my stairs leading to my second story...ice cold as if it had just been taken out of the refrigerator.
So today is one of those days and my housemate is just starting to get a real sense of what it is like to live with me. She is starting to see apparitions. To me it is old hat. I have to hand it to her she is taking it in stride. She has been here almost a year. The activity gets stronger and the energy field in this house is sky high.
One thing you need to know is I am on path and purpose. I am blessed beyond measure as I allow myself to honor my gifts and move forward to be of service.
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Disorderly Orderly...Sadistic Benjamin

Well the word is getting out and another paranormal group contacted me regarding a previous investigation they had done at an nursing home in Lexington North Carolina that had been closed down for ten years. They got some powerful evp's and K2 meter reading while they were there previously. The founder of this group is a spiritual man who wishes only to help. His motives are good. The story about the old Brain Center is that some horrible things went on there that lead to it being closed down. Even though it had only been ten years it looked like the state of decay was more like thirty years.
Michael wanted me to identify what if any spirits may be in residence there and to help if any needed to be crossed over into the light.
So on Sunday, January 16th I found myself there. I have crossed over many spirits and This is just another way to be of service. It was cold in there and every single window and almost every door was gone. The roof was leaking and there was debris everywhere and graffiti on the walls. As we walked along the hallway I started feeling that there were many spirits there and I could feel their energy as being mainly frightened and confused. I came to one dark room and could feel a female by the name of Rose in there. She was hiding in the dark. Slowly the story started to emerge. There was an orderly there at one time who abused and terrorized many of the patients there. Rose, in particular was one of his favorite targets. He put lit cigarettes out on her and pulled her hair. At one point she bit him and that is why he abused her more than the others. He would pick on those who had strokes or dementia and couldn't communicate very well. He also sodomized some of the male patients with a broom handle. Benjamin was a piece of work. Before long I could feel his presence and he did not like me at all. I started talking to him and the k2 meter was lighting up like crazy. He called me a bitch which I heard psychically and one other person heard audibly. He also used the well known FU a few times and he hissed it at me. His story started to emerge as he had been horribly abused as a child by a family member which caused him to be permanently impotent as a result. That was no excuse for his tirade of terror while he was alive. There were so many things that had been covered up and Benjamin was personally responsible for 4 deaths that he was never prosecuted for.

At one point as we walked around Michael saw a spirit of some kind dash across a door way. He said it was a man. I felt it was Benjamin following us. I picked up 14 men and women who were being held there by Benjamin and not being allowed to cross into the light. The only way for this to happen was to force Benjamin to leave. I walked back to the dark room where I first felt Rose as it became clear through some hits we were getting that Benjamin was in there.

I lit a white candle burned some white sage and started my prayers and ritual. I called upon the angels, Jesus and The most high to be there to help me. The angels quickly surrounded Benjamin and pinned him so to speak as I started my ceremony. The vortex of light rose above the angels heads and they tightened up the circle. Before long it was done and he was gone from the earth plane and I knew the rest would follow very quickly.
I called on all the trapped spirits who had been held back to go into the vortex of light. The three people who were with me standing in the hallway just outside the door could feel a rush of energy and air coming into the room. The portal had been created and these abused spirits were not reluctant to go into the light and be with their loved ones. There was such excitement and joy present. Rose was the last one to pass over. The energy changed immediately to one of lightness. All the heavy dark energy was gone. What was left was just an old abandoned nursing home in the woods.
I felt such a rush of gratitude that on this day I crossed over 15 spirits. My work was done. God is good...so good. I have thought of sweet little Rose since then and it sickened me to think of what this man got away with. If anything this investigation showed me that we really need to stay on top of our elderly and their care. if they have to be in a nursing facility, don't be too busy to check on them and if anything is off and doesn't feel right investigate it right away. There are a lot of good places out there but there are also some real hell holes.
Benjamin...I might be a bitch in your eyes but I am a powerful one.
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You Do Make a Difference

Once upon a time there was a wise man who used to go to the ocean to do his writing. He had a habit of walking on the beach before he began his work.

One day he was walking along the shore. As he looked down the beach, he saw a human figure moving like a dancer. He smiled to himself to think of someone who would dance to the day. So he began to walk faster to catch up.

As he got closer, he saw that it was a young man and the young man wasn't dancing, but instead he was reaching down to the shore, picking up something and very gently throwing it into the ocean.

As he got closer he called out,"Good morning! What are you doing?" The young man paused, looked up and replied,

"Throwing starfish in the ocean."

"I guess I should have asked, why are you throwing starfish in the ocean?"

"The sun is up and the tide is going out. And if I don't throw them in they'll die."

"But, young man, don't you realize that there are miles and miles of beach and starfish all along it. You can't possibly make a difference!"

The young man listed politely. Then bent down, picked another starfish and threw it into the sea, past the breaking waves and said,

"It made a difference for that one."
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Salisbury Paranormal Investigation...Mean Old Bess

Salisbury Paranormal Interview with Clark Family
Mean Old Grandmother Bess and Rachel…December 18th, 2010
I got a call from Donna, the founder of SPG to go on an interview with her. This is the first time she asked me to do this. I usually just go on the investigation with her but she told me that the young girls in this household had specifically asked for me to be there also. I said yes I would go. When children are involved of any age, I am on board.

Donna gave me a few details about the girls being touched and seeing spirits. The mother had seen things as well. The father thought he might have seen a shadow here and there but said it was more than likely nothing. The family dog, a female boxer was known to growl at certain spots in the house. I started psychically tuning in before we ever got there. The impressions I was getting gave me pause because I knew there was a mean spiteful old lady there who had caused a lot of harm when she was alive.

When we arrived and sat in their family room, the young girls of the household starting telling us about the ghost of a young girl seen in the closet. I listened to them and all the while I kept seeing and feeling Bess, so I asked them to tell me about the old lady. You could have heard a pin drop, when Donna said, “I didn’t tell you about any old lady.”
Our agreement is to never give me any information before hand that may color my psychic impressions. They confirmed that was indeed an old woman they all had seen.
They were being poked and their hair was being touched etc.

We walked around the house and did a preliminary investigation and Bess was very much there. Afterward we gathered with the family. The first time contact is made with the family is to determine if there is enough activity present to warrant a full investigation.
I started giving them my impressions and psychic hits. The old lady was Bess. In her lifetime she was a sanctimonious, mean-spirited, holy-roller bible thumper. She could have written a book on what she thought a sin was! As I allowed my abilities to take over I received such anger from Bess. She was not a happy camper when she breathed the same oxygen as us. She was guided by her conditioning and upbringing. She was a product of her crazy preacher father and skittish mother.
Bess had a daughter who had become pregnant out of wed-lock and that was like the ultimate bad thing to Bess. She actually delivered her own grandchild. During the birth her daughter hemorrhaged and died and Bess did not seek help for her. She had to raise her granddaughter who she named Rachel and she made this child’s life a living hell. To punish her which she did frequently she would wet her down and lock her in a closet. The spirit of the child was always seen sitting down hugging her knees with her head down. The grandfather left when the child was about 3 years old because he could not take what Bess was dishing out to both him and the child. Whenever he acted as a buffer for this little girl, Bess only took her anger out more on the child.
What I hadn’t told the family at that point was the old woman had backhanded Rachel.
She fell and hit her head and died almost instantly. Bess hid her body in a closet and buried her two days later. As I started talking about Bess, Donna’s recorder and KII meter were still on. The meter started flashing and a few evp’s were caught.
We left shortly after that and a date was set to come back with the team and do a full investigation.

Investigation…Clark Home!
Evening of December 18th…conditions cold and clear low of 27 degrees. Rural location… early 1900’s farm house two-story…wood frame.
Family went outside and sat around an open pit fire and roasted hot dogs and marshmallows with friends during the investigation.
They kept a low key atmosphere and were quiet and respectful. It is generally recommended that the family not be at home or in the home while we do our thing. It is too disruptive for good results. They took the family dog with them.
Everything was set up and wires were taped down and it was time for lights out. We went by teams and I was with the second team. While the first team was doing their thing those of us in left monitored the computer screen on all the rooms where the cameras were located and kept seeing flashes of light and many orbs.

The first team came down and I went with the second team. I felt Bess right away and she was moving away from me. Whatever room I went into she would go into the next room. She was ushering the spirit of Rachel out of each room as well…trying to keep her away from us. Bess was also moving from room to room to get away from me. Later on in the evening I was able to corner her spirit in one room and blocked the doorways etc. by sprinkling Holy Water. I commanded her to be still and started the ceremony to get her to cross over. She was being stubborn so I asked for the angels to assist me. After some spiritual convincing and prayer she crossed and the room grew noticeably lighter and I felt the release of heavy energy. I immediately started calling the little girl to me
and helped her cross over right into her mother’s arms. I felt such a rush of joy when I knew she was earth bound no more.

Donna asked me if I had felt any male energy as the family felt the presence of something that felt male. She said the family wanted to know. I had felt the presence of male energy when I got there but was so focused on Bess and her granddaughter that I had not given any more thought toward the man I had felt earlier. I immediately “tuned in” and was communicated with from the other side. This male spirit was the husband’s dad, the grandfather of the girls. I became his spokesperson and shared a lot that was taped and I understand we got some real god evp’s to back up everything that was coming through.
Apparently he was hanging around to protect them and to offer comfort for his son who he felt needed some loving support. All in all this particular investigation and subsequent outcome was time well spent and to bring peace to a family and the spirits.

**The above photo was captured and above the light you can make out a woman's face and below is her skirt and what I think is an apron.I cam also make out the shape of her legs. If you click on photo you can make it larger. It also appears that she has her hand in an apron pocket.
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The voice that said, "get up."

Once again I slept deep and am very rested. On Saturday night around 3:03 am I woke up being shaken. I came awake very quickly and heard a voice say "Get Up." I didn't question it. I came downstairs and walked around a bit and did not find anything out of order. I went back upstairs to return to bed and I usually use the hall bathroom but this time I was compelled to use the guestroom facilities and when I opened the closed door I was hit with a blast of heat. My room mate had put a heater on when she took a shower in this bathroom earlier in the day around 2PM. Everything was super hot to the touch including the wire to the heater. I unplugged it and opened the door to let out all the heat and that is when I knew why I had been shaken awake. It would not have been too much longer when there would have been a fire. This is a common occurrence in my world to be warned or given a spiritual heads up on something I need to know. I am beyond grateful.

My room mate was visibly alarmed when I shared with her the next morning what had almost happened. I think she will be a lot more careful in the future. The evening before she captured on film a very large and well-defined orb floating above my grape arbor. She wondered if it was the spirit that woke me. Who knows. All I know is I was protected. My point to all this is if you feel a strong psychic prompting such as this...don't ignore it! We are all psychic to one degree or another and should honor the gift.
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Whole lot of stuff going on...

Lately I have noticed that there seems to be some big changes going on not only in my world but the whole world and more specifically in my neighborhood with job losses and even a few houses very near by going up in flames, literally.
Just this week alone I received news of two deaths and one close call. One was an attempted suicide and another died from years of alcohol abuse that destroyed his health...still another from a tumor.

The world has changed and is changing as I write this. I am trying to hold onto hope that we collectively will be able to rise up as a group that shows what we are made of and do something, anything to make a difference.

I am getting visions and it is taking a lot of my energy to stay tuned into the universal energy and digest what I am seeing. It is intense. What I will say is it is imperative that we develop the power of our minds to manifest peace and harmony in our lives and if ever there was a time to exercise the Golden Rule this is it.
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Sad Charles

Salisbury Paranormal Research Group
Paranormal Investigation…November 13th Sad Charles

It met with the group and followed them out of town down a long country road and then taking a left quite a ways out we went even further into the country. There was very little out there except for a few homes, fields and cows. It was isolated in this area. This was what they call being in the boonies. When I got out of the car the first thing I felt were many spirits, not just in the immediate vicinity but all around us and far into the surrounding woods and country side. I walked around the property and was given the psychic impression of graves. In an area to the left of the house I was standing on disturbed graves. I knew there were bones beneath my feet.
It took a while to set up and the sun was setting and it was getting very cold. The stars were crystal clear and bright. The two men were regaling us with stories of being held down in bed, seeing ghosts of a tall dark figure, short ones and a little girl. Their neighbors across the street had also experienced ghostly phenomena. I knew we were going to have a very interesting night. I had felt it before we got there.

All the prep work was done and the cameras were in place. The computer was ready to monitor everything and all the lights were shut off. I was with the first team. It took a moment for my eyes to adjust to the darkness. I could feel primarily a male spirit. We talked to the darkness asking questions and were getting no spikes on the K2 meter. We had the digital recorders on to record any evp’s we might get. As I sat on the couch in the living room I saw this tall dark figure in the doorway of the bedroom. We moved in there and put the K2 meters on the bed along with the digital recorders. I could feel the spirit in there. There were no spikes on the meter to indicate his presence or drops in temperature. I was trying to provoke him a little and that is when I got two hard tugs on my sleeve and then my leg was grabbed. Oh, he was absolutely there.

Later I went in with two men with the team for another try and this time it was totally different. As we sat in the living room and I talked with the spirit, the K2 meter started lighting up a little and then a little more. We went into the bedroom and that is when the action on the K2 meter went wild. I started talking and the needle was buried on the meter. It was lighting up like a Christmas tree in response to my questions and comments.
That is when I felt the sadness, confusion, guilt, loneliness and anger. Psychically I was given the name Charles and the year 1828. The graves in the yard were his family. I could feel his guilt. They had all died of some illness and he could not stop it. When the land was cleared the graves were disturbed. I continued to talk to him and took a different tack. I spoke of love, God and oneness and how our souls are eternal. That is when the K2 meter went extremely active in response to what I was saying. I could feel such a sadness coming from Charles. I told him God was with him. I knew he had cursed God as his family died one by one and he could do nothing and blamed God for it. He had a heavy sense of guilt because of it. I told him as one soul to another I loved him. The meter continued to light up and didn’t stop. It was all being filmed by both men as it happened. I have never seen a K2 meter light up this way and be so active. Everyone concurred that they had never see this before either. After a bit I could feel Charles grow peaceful but still the K2 was continually lighting up as Charles communicated to me through the meter. I told him how happy and pleased I was that he was doing this and it seemed he wanted to please me. Later on I went back in and sat with some of the female members of the team to hopefully light up the K2 again and once again shortly after I got in there it lit up just as before as I talked to Charles.

I know I gave him some peace and I know the activity was some in part because of the men who lived there. They were actually drawing the spirit energy to them and didn’t have a clue about the spirit world. The holding down episodes was in part to teach them a lesson about respect. I knew that these two men made fun of the ghostly activity that went on. This is not a good thing to do and I feel it will continue for a long time until they either get more respectful or move away.

After I got home I said my prayers for Charles and his family and felt a special place in my heart for them and for Charles in particular who lost his whole family and had to bury them one by one until whatever had sickened and killed them took him also. I can’t imagine how that must have felt. I had been there for five hours and the next day I was exhausted from the energy spent on this investigation.

When I give readings I am always a little tired afterward but this was different. Today I feel more like me and I am so grateful for the people I love in light of feeling the pain and grief of a loving protective spirit named Charles. Charles, I pray that you may rest in peace soon.

Update!!!
There were a few of us that was deeply affected by this investigation and felt so sad for this lost spirit that had specifically asked for my heap with the EVP's so
I went back to the house and performed the ceremony of light to help Charles and his young daughter Rachel go into the light together. It was beautiful and so peaceful. It moved me to tears and now I am at peace and so are the rest of us in the group.